Too Many Feelings, Too Little Words

i had this sudden rush of thoughts so i decided to blog. actually it started with this dream. i didnt remember this dream when i woke up, but some how it found me. this dream was about my first best friend in primary sch. i dont wish to address that person. anyway, that dream showed only her face and i suppose, if i didnt recall wrongly, no words were spoken. weird, i look at her and so did she look back at me. slowly from that dream, i began a mind map of things that took place with her in the past. this made me quite nostalgic when i look back. like when she invited me over her house, but on that invition card she wrote the wrong date and ended up a joke when i went over to her house.

however, not all were that happy. there were certainly disappointment moments i remembered. our friendship ended not because of arguements, but some how it ended silently as we ''graciously'' drift apart from each other. well, whatever, it has been over for about 5 years? i've moved on very well and moreover, it didnt hurt very much either as it didnt end suddenly. so i guess it was easy.

some friends passed me by, some left my life and some stayed on to explore the world together with me.
For those who stayed one, i thank you.
For those whom i missed out, i regret.
For those who left...? too many feelings, too little words.